Today is the screening night which means the ends up with the course Film/Tv 2, I had such a great time to work as a team, I love working with people, you have so much to learn from them, and also put yourself in a professional field. I have to say there are so many peers are so outstanding, and i want to approve myself as a outstanding person. But in another way, the most biggest challenge is to defeat yourself, not compared with others. You can be your own winner.
–Not confident enough: I think I am quite confident enough compared to my first year in uni, but in this sem, i still feel like i am not confident enough, because in our team, Taylor and Rebecca, they are so energetic and confident, they are expressing their ideas and three of us are sort of listening to the idea and accepting the ideas they have. I rarely express my ideas in fron of them because i am still afraid of being rejected. Through the process of being a team, I am getting confident in terms of sharing ideas, scheduling things, and communicating with them. The most encouragement for me is the time I was the director for Market lane, I had confident that i can do it better and try to deal with the problems we had. And finally i did, at least, for me, it is a big challenge but also the biggest encouragement. Another encouragement is editing, five of us actually havent touched the final cut pro for a long time, and we are not deeply understand how to use the FCP. I was quite useless during the pre-editing, because i felt like they would do it, even though without me. However, my mind seems to be changed under the circumstance of facing different kinds of problems. I started to deeply dig into the fcp and try to use it as much as i can, Practise makes perfect. I finally can help them with the editing, like different kinds of functions we can use or any other issues.